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56: coma, canto 13

canto 13 there are metaphors for swords, the seas swishing beneath the deck, the wind blowing in phrases tornados make, but they would be false swords, I suppose, opening wounds in the skin but false wounds bleeding false blood, as we speed closer to the enemy’s shore where they wait with their weapons drawn and […]

55: coma, canto 12

canto 12 in ascendance songs David, he said, is sworn an oath by god, gains for keeping the covenants. It goes, he said, suchly: “The lord hath sworn in truth unto David; he will not turn from it; Of the fruit of thy body will I set upon thy throne. If thy children will keep […]

54: coma in cantos, canto 11

canto 11 in the annals I could write he opened his eyes as Napoleon, Churchill, Lincoln, Betty Ford. in the annals I could write him saying famous sayings from Twain or Shakespeare and laughing about them, merrily as he had always been. in the annals I could write us all, my mother and I, the […]

53: coma in cantos, canto 10

canto 10 Upon opening the door he would open a great wingspan and say, I’m home, in the voice of a caller calling Is anyone home to an empty dwelling. Upon keyturning the car and killing the engine he’d say, Safe and sound. As promised. Once I buried all his shoes in the backyard because […]

52: coma in cantos, interlude 4

interlude and I opened my fist to open air there, on that friend’s farmhouse beyond which whole armies of the faithful are moving, none more true than any other, dependent on the common hidden, which is indeed significant: the object of faith is _____ which is hidden, unrevealed, inferred but unrevealed, inferred but hidden. was […]

51: coma in cantos, interlude 3

interlude one measure of knowledge is to assert that if a stone is a false stone, Eduardo will judge it a false stone, or: perhaps the stone is a whale and the whale is a false whale, and thus, appropriately, whale, stone, or whalestone, all three being false, Eduardo will come and say: It’s a […]

50: coma in cantos, canto 9

Edward, he said, came dripping from the waters of coma and told the neuro team he’d always dreamed in that aspirational fashion of taking time for a stone and water and a warm part of the stone above the water line, the water calm, rippling around the stone and the sun above warm but not […]

49: coma in cantos, canto 8

canto 8 my father rolled stories of coma patients so that I dreamed of dreaming in deep sleep, dreamed of whales in their purple or blue or deep green deeps, singing, approaching continents with the thin long fins stroking ocean pressures like massive, slowmoving birds. Martha, he said, schooled in England, rearing children in Oklahoma, […]

48: coma in cantos, canto 7

canto 7 i made loops for Lucy, which is what I dubbed her, brought twist ties for Thor with which to bind the wires, Thor, which is what I dubbed him, and when he finished, and when we were ready for loading and departure, Lucy smiling, Thor thinking about what might’ve been after blood spill, […]

47: coma in cantos, interlude 2

interlude i stand on the edge of a leaf perpendicular to a smoky floor and a smoky sky why a leaf, such a fragile creature, and why an edge, why not the edge of paper, knife or wall, and what leaf would this leaf be, and why a smoky floor and a smoky sky whorling […]

46: coma in cantos: canto 6

canto 6 and so I yelled Aquinas is a fool or to that effect ambiguous. walking home when I entered my apartment I found two thieves at work unraveling, or trying to unravel, the wires and cords of the electronic machines I owned. Later, they told, we just turned the nob and voila, easy, smooth, […]

45: coma in cantos, canto 5

canto 5 Henry and his freckles are patient with me. He says, as I wait for a camel to appear on his arm– his arms are continents of ruddy, sometimes bleared congregations of melanin (I told him once: Henry, Henry, I said, the Milky Way traverses your back, right blade to waist, and he said, […]

44: coma in cantos: canto 4

canto 4 my brother who was a professional of target practice for men in countries our teachers could never pronounce (eye rack, for example) told me that I worry too much, that my mind plays tricks on me, that he saw death forms in the sands and wondered if he’d ever see me again out […]

43: coma in cantos, interlude 1

interlude 1 sometimes I imagine a giant in my house, of whatever gender, a woman giant, a man giant, a giant no matter, who smells, maybe of paint, daylong day air, or polished table surfaces or pastes to put on for bloody cuts, and when I imagine this giant, this whatevergendered Giant I imagine the […]

42: coma in cantos, canto 3

canto 3 my mother said the flowers in the gardens she made spoke to her, and as a kid I once made a joke about recordings, told her, use Dad’s and prove the case, but in more kiddstuff language, the kind that always makes the hearer wish for mankind’s better days, the kind that tastes […]